21.1.10

Chairman Meow



I am super fascinated with Chairman meow products. >.<

and somehow i think that my cat resembles chairman meow too. No wonder i have to obey her all the time!!





Do check out the Chairman Meow Blog... it was seriously hilarious.




"Cat owners were brought to tears of kitty patriotism today, at the unveiling of a Chairman meow potrait by artist Dan lacey. Many people were overcome with emotions. Witnesses describe several people collapsing and others holding their CATS in the air while speaking in tongues at the mere sight of the stunning potrait: leader of the feline revolution.
'The pancake on Chairman Meow's head represents a vision of the future when cats rule the world." cried a woman shaking with excitment."

Obey the Kitty Website


COMRADES!! obey the Chairman Meow!!


Thousand Splendid Suns



Charged with pain. Poignant. Painful to read.

"She remembered Nana saying once that each snowflake was a sigh heaved by an aggrieved woman somewhere in the world. That all sighs drifted up into the skies, gathered into clouds, then broke into tiny pieces that fell silently on people below. As a reminder of how women like us
suffer, she'd said. How quietly we endure all that fall upon us."


"In fact, Babi thought that the one thing that communists had done right or at least intended to was the Education of women. Women always had it hard in this country Laila, but they're probably more free now under the communists and have more rights than they've ever had before."


"One could not count the moons that shimmer on her roofs and the thousand splendid suns that hide behind her walls."


Still reading on.

My source of inspiration these days.

20.1.10

《家》




Watched half of this for Modern China Lecture. And came back and continue watching it on Tudou. Quite an thought-provoking show. Who would think that black and white movies can be interesting too?

6.1.10

My dinner



My dinner taken with my crappy phone.


Butterhead veg. Honey tomatoes. Korean Strawberries >.<, small oranges, cucumbers and Raisins.
So healthy. >.<
I think Xinyi will totally die having to eat this for dinner.
Actually not too bad leh!~ quite nice.

1.1.10

what i dislike about festive seasons

the crowds.

the superficial greetings and handshakes.

as if by saying "happy new year"

the year will naturally be happier.

(=.=')

think people should go around saying the matter-of-fact "it's a new year" and shrug instead of shaking hands.

Just feel like retreating back home with my cats and books.

Festive seasons irritate me to the core.

Like what the hell? What's so delightful about the new year ?

29.12.09

Brain washing

Some things are just drummed into you so much that you start to believe them.

If people say that you are "stupid" long enough... you'll just start to believe it.

if people say that you are 'unhappy because of a certain reason' long enough... you'll start to believe it too.

even if it did not occur to you so.

Life is a hopeless endeavor.

We walk through life trying to be who we are not... giving up our freedom to be who we want to be.

WE laugh. We cry. We try our best.

Yet often, our dreams just bring us back to our pasts.

And who says everyone that tries hard enough will reach the shore?

Who are we that we can mould our future or to transcend beyond who we are...to meet our far-fetched goals and dreams?

can we even escape from the terribly flawed person within us?

WHo says that we can move beyond our pasts?

28.12.09

the feeling you get

of jumping into a bottomless cesspool.

18.12.09

Books Glorious Books


I have 26 days left before the commencement of the HORRID sem.

I have no idea how i am going to survive it.

4 Examinations. And CS modules.

(>.<)

I have yet to execute my plan.. the quiet reading days @ esplanade.

So far only been there once with Carine.. and spend most of the time doing my Music theory.

Going to start doing that next week.

Esplanade library.... read read and read..


5 books to read!


1) The Uninvited (Half Way through)  by Geling Yan

2) Demon's Lexicon by Sarah Rees Brennan

3) 1973 年弹珠游戏  by 村上春树 (Haruki Murakami)

4) The Great Gatsby by F Scott Fitzgerald (ANTICIPATED!)

5) Stardust by Neil Gaiman


What am i doing tomorrow....?

wake up. Do music theory. practise Piano. read.

hmm.. yea i think that should conclude it. MORE or less.

Decided to start a reading blog... like Wems...to challenge myself to read a certain no. of books in 2010.

Wems is super ambitious...she sets for herself.... 105 books for 2010.


silly lala says:
80 fiction, 15 nonfiction 10 comics


SUper PRO~~ thumbs up!!

I am still a newbie in this. (PLUS...My crazy sem coming up)... So going for 55 books in 2010

40 fiction

10 Non Fiction

5 Chinese Fiction


Here's my reading blog:

Currently still empty.. cos the challenge only starts in 2010!!

www.bohemianthinker.blogspot.com



regards,
Grace




17.12.09

Appetite Lost

I walked into Yoshinoya and thought of having a good dinner.

The queue was rather long. and i contemplated about what i wanted to eat.

Just then, I saw the backview of this lady. She was wearing a bareback dress... and her back was coloured with tattooes... of flowers and whatsoever spreading all over her back.

Looking at it... somehow....it reminded me of the skin of a pig being coloured with tattoo before it is being slaughtered. The green....the red...the flowers... hard...coarse-looking flowers...thorny... clad in dark jade shade of green and crimson red.

"How VULGAR, having her back tattoed to such an extent." I thought to myself.

The queue was slow. And i was forced to stare at the tattoos carved onto her skin.

Suddenly, i felt nauseous looking at the pig's skin..

The vulgarity of it screaming at me.

I turned.

And felt myself losing my appetite.

My stomach churned. And i felt like a spider was clawing at my gullet.

That's it.

Dinner spoilt.

15.12.09

Doing my brother's homework

Monster: I dunno how to write a diary entry.





Me: Okay. I help you do.





*scribbles quickly. Done in 5 minutes*





Me: NAH! see! must read the entire thing.




Click to enlarge


Monster: WHAT THE HELL??? HAHAH! how to hand this in?

Me: Okay. Go do your work now. Don't disturb me i am going to play Farm Frenzy.

12.12.09

Books I read this holiday

1. Hardboiled Wonderland and the End of the world by Haruki Murakami

Intriguing but complex storyline. Overall enjoyable. Often overwhelmed by the beauty and lyrical flow of the sentences and the random philosophical injections.... As with all Murakami books, a lot of Music... and references to Literature. Multiple refernces were made to Russian Literary giant, Dostoyevsky and his fine work: The Brothers Karamazov. Another thought provoking and poignant story. I thought it was also a less surreal one as compared to Wind-up Bird and Kafka. Quite intense at certain points. Wished the Inklings did appear and pounce on someone somehow. :P

"And he says, Kolya, you're going to have a miserable future. but Overall, you'll have a happy life."


2. Piercing By Ryu Murakami

Fast paced story about a guy's attempt to murder someone to ease his urge to stab his baby. Rather intense and entertaining at first when there was the comprehensive and detailed planning for the murder to be done. The back however, i thought was quite incorrigible. Sex-scenes way too explicit for comfort... perhaps this was to be expected given that the girl he wanted to murder was a prostitute. (SPOILER) Did not like it that.. both of them were psychologically unsound.... abused and all as a kid. quite an expected ending i thought. Don't think i will pick up any books by Ryu Murakami again. Entertaining but well.....


3. Living Dead Girl By Elizabeth Scott

Short chapters. That's what i love about it. Finished it within two days. Haunting. Utterly disturbing and shocking at certain points. Simple but rather depressing. One of those things in life that happens...but...people try not to think about.


Reading: The Uninvited By Geling Yan

At page 31. So far the story's rather intriguing. Written simply. Quite hard to put down. Laughed out Loud at one point when some artist got angry. Tried to go to sleep without finishing a chapter and failed. Got up...finished the chapter. Reading The Uninvited puts me in the shoes of suburban modern chinese folks. A perspective i havent taken so far in my years of reading. Interesting.

4.12.09

Disney Desperate Housewives



Hilarious.




30.11.09

Famous Cat Lovers in History

1) Sir Issac Newton invented the first known cat flap.

While he was in his attic trying to conduct light experiments, his cat kept nudging the door open and letting the light in, spoiling his experiments.

Not wanting to upset her, he decided to cut a small opening in the doorway which he then covered with felt attached to the top of the opening – and voila! The very first cat flap had arrived!! Now cat and master were happy – the cat could come and go at will, and Isaac wasn’t disturbed by her comings and goings, and could continue his experiments in peace.

It is said that all geniuses sometimes have a blind spot and when his cat had kittens, so anxious was he to please them, that he cut several smaller holes alongside the original one so that they could come and go whenever they wanted to. It didn’t occur to him they could use the existing one!


2) Sir Winston Churchill

Churchill's marmalade cat Jock slept with his master, shared his dining table, and attended numerous war-time Cabinet meetings. If Jock was late for meals, Churchill would send servants to find him, waiting to eat till the cat was present. Jock was said to have been with his master when he died. Jock was also mentioned in the PM's will.


3) Ernest Hemingway
Hemingway shared his home with more than 30 cats. Hemingway once said, "A cat has absolute emotional honesty; human beings, for one reason or another, may hide their feelings, but a cat does not."


4) Victor Hugo (1802-1885)
Hugo is considered one of the greatest author in the history of French literature, one notable book being Les Miserables. He wrote fondly in his diary about his cats.


5) Abraham Lincoln (1809-1865)
American PresidentAbraham Lincoln came into presidential office accompanied by Tabby, his son's cat. Tabby was the first of several White House cats.


6) Muhammed (570-632) Prophet, Founder of the Muslin faith
Muhammed loved cats. The story is told that one day when he was being called to pray he noticed his cat, Muezza, sleeping on the folds of his sleeve. Rather than disturb the sleeping cat, Muhammed cut off the sleeve of his robe. They say that in the place where the prophet (peace be with him) was laid to rest, there is a cat or cats around the area.


7) Florence Nightingale (1820-1910) Humanitarian
One of Florence's cats was a large Persian named "Bismarck". She owned more than 60 cats in her lifetime.



8) Nostradamus Seer and Prophet (1503 - 1566)
This French astrologer had a cat named Grimalkin. The definition of a grimalkin evolved to "A cat, especially an old female cat."



9)Theodore Roosevelt (1858-1919)
US PresidentTheodore had a polydactyl grey cat called "Slippers".



10) Dr. Albert Schweitzer (1875-1965) German theologian, musician, philosopher, and physician, Nobel Peace Prize winner

Cats played an important role in Dr. Schweitzer's life. He rescued a kitten a kitten after he heard her plaintive "meow" under the floor of a building under construction.

Named Sizi, she sat on his desk as he wrote, often falling asleep on his left arm - during these times Dr. Schweitzer, who was left-handed, wrote prescriptions with his right hand. This went on for 23 years. Another cat, Piccolo, slept on papers stacked on Dr. Schweitzer's desk; if someone needed the papers, they were required to wait till the cat awoke. Schweitzer once said: "There are two means of refuge from the miseries of life: music and cats."



11) Mark Twain (Samuel Clemens) (1835-1910) American humorist, novelist, writer and lecturer
Twain kept eleven cats at his farm in Connecticut. He wrote, "I simply can't resist a cat, particularly a purring one. They are the cleanest, cunningest, and most intelligent things I know, outside of the girl you love, of course."

He also quipped, "If you hold a cat by the tail you learn things you cannot learn any other way" and "The cat, having sat upon a hot stove lid, will not sit upon a hot stove lid again. But he won't sit upon a cold stove lid, either.”


12) Leonardo da Vinci
Leonardo da Vinci, artist, writer, mathematician, engineer, architect, botanist, musician, and inventor, was an animal lover with a particular fondness for cats. He once wrote “The time will come when men such as I will look upon the murder of animals as they now look on the murder of men” and asserted that “The smallest feline is a masterpiece.”


13) Raymond Chandler -
talked to his black Persian, Taki, as though she was human and called her his secretary because she sat on his manuscripts as he tried to revise them


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Difficult as it is to believe, not everyone loves cats. Genghis Kahn was a famous cat-hater and so were Alexander the Great and Julius Caesar. It may be that men with dreams to dominate the world can’t get used to the idea that cats won’t submit to them. The same streak of ailurophobia (cat hate) affected the personalities of Napoleon Bonaparte, Benito Mussolini, and Adolph Hitler.

Cats are wondrous creatures because unlike dogs..they have a will of their own. They are the queen of the household. Dogs are born to be servants. Cats are just born to be served.

26.11.09

Imagine the Day

where each get to paint her own rainbow.

No longer seven colors. It is more.

Or it could be just black and white.

Imagine the day where negative stereotypes are removed.

And people are free to be who they want to be.

without feeling humiliated or feeling the need to fit oneself into a mould to be happy.

17.11.09

Thank You

Thanks to all people from Zion that came for the wake..for coming to show support for Someone so dear to me...just when she is going through an extremely tough time in her life.

Thanks to:

Zhiyang
Jac
Zixiang
Jovita
Chuan Guan
James
Huiqi
Yosua
Jess
Kaiwei
Preacher Jon
Ellis Phua


Thanks especially to Jac.. for sending soup over on the second night. Really very touched by your gesture.

Thanks Chuan Guan for taking leave just to come with us to the Crematorium...even though you hardly know carine. Thanks for being a great brother in Christ. I will give serious thought over what you said. *winks*

No matter where i'll be eventually... you guys will always be Family to me.

16.11.09

thoughts thoughts thoughts

This morning i ate the exact same food..and drink the exact same drink before church.

yet. Something, i knew was different.

This is life. It springs upon you surprises that you never wanted.

Just last week she told me "Thank you for coming." I laid my hand on her knee. And said "Take care."

Two weeks ago..i hear her happily talking about how she looked like a sister to her daughter. And the brother-in-christ talking to her about how they have the same surname.

1 month ago.. She had a new hair cut. and we commented that the haircut actually looked good on her.

How can it be that she has left? Leaving behind just an empty shell?

what is it really that keeps a person alive?

Is it the soul that keeps the brain and heart functioning? Or is it the functioning body that keeps the soul in?

The church usher asked me, "How many people are you with?"

And i replied "One."

Something within me broke. And finally it sank in.

Two weeks ago.. there were three of us.

I stood there with tears welling up in my eyes as the realization sank in.

How can anyone just leave like this?

Why is it that humans have so little control over their lives?

We are just so helpless. unable to save ourselves. unable to save the people we love.


yet as humans, we often like to think of ourselves as being in total control of who we are, the kind of life we want to lead, control over the kind of person we want to be, over the people we want to spend our lives with.


Arrogance.

we are just too fragile. too small. Who says that we can dictate the course that this world takes? Or the paths of our future? We cannot even determine if we will breathe the next moment. or if our hearts will just stop beating the next moment.


But of cos.. we are not without hope.

We found hope in our Lord.


I don't know about tomorrow,
It may bring me poverty;
But the One Who feeds the sparrow,
Is the One Who stands by me.
And the path that be my portion,
May be through the flame or flood,
But His presence goes before me,
And I'm covered with His blood.


Many things about tomorrow,
I don't seem to understand;
But I know Who holds tomorrow,
And I know Who holds my hand.




Love you girl. I'll be here for you. Be strong. you'll pull through. *hugss*

Thank God for all in VFC who had shown so much love. you guys taught me so much about what it really means to be part of the body of Christ. You guys taught me so much about what it really means to love one another.

7.11.09

Electricity

today i learnt the importance of Electricity.

I would have died if See ming's charger did not work

it would mean that i need to retype the 1400 over words from scratch.

Really appreciate my friends.

they are really super nice.

Love you guys loads and loads.

6.11.09

Soldier in the Well

The soldier that looked upon the light in the well.

And for days..that was his source of comfort.. and the hope that he has.

when he was rescued out of that well...

He felt like he should have died in that light.

life from then forth...

seemed like an empty shell.

 
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